| soul speaks |
[21 Nov 2009|01:48am] |
Am listening to John Mayer's Battle Studies and yes i know i'm supposed to be asleep now, but there's something that churning in the inside of me.
A rush of events, a change of situations, a step into unfamiliar ground. It all seems unbelievable like living in a mist. I cannot believe i'm soon walking on a different path - it scares me. But i'm excited as well. I believe it will transform me to a better person.
( feelings )
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| eye bags drooping to the ground help me support |
[06 Nov 2009|12:46am] |
In points because i'm tired and i'm lazy but there seems to be a feeling inside bugging me to blog. - Yes i love Jang Geun Suk and i'm so crazy over him that i have thousands of pictures of him in my computer. The first two parts are true.
- Follow me on Twitter
- Okay i'm too tired.
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| dream state |
[23 Oct 2009|01:13pm] |
It was like a dream, living in a semi-conscious state. I can't seem to find the reality behind it.
It is extremely questionable.
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| big surprise for krh |
[22 Oct 2009|11:41pm] |
Kan Rui Hua, since you wanted me to blog, well.. SO BE IT! NOW CHECK THIS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You're on CHC's photo gallery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kan Rui Hua, you're FAMOUS now. Hehehehehehe...
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| the M word |
[21 Oct 2009|10:02pm] |
Tell me, where is Gandalf for i much desire to speak with him.
He has fallen into shadow.
Goodness, i realise i really have nothing to blog about! I can write the Lord of the Rings script for all you want. Tsk. But to satisfy the younger sister who wants me to write at least something, here goes..
School is back but my spirit stays in the holidays. Ahhh how i long to sleep till 1pm... But the fact remains: School has started. It is time for me to get back to being disciplined. 2 weeks to break a habit, 2 weeks to form one. (If you didn't know, it was the line i lived by last semester.)
With more time couped up in school, it also means lesser time to spend on work. Ahhh, i really need to get more things done before Boss comes back!!!!!!!!!! Boss, don't kill me please.
I've been waiting since 11th Oct and it has been 10 days. Once again, WHY IS IT SO SLOW? HUHHHHHHHHHH?! I've become a stalker. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
This month is a month of financial blessings. I SHALL PROCLAIM IT NOW! I SHALL CLAIM ALL THE FINANCIAL BLESSINGS NOW!!!! (Does this pressure you, people who have to give me birthday presents? I hope it works.. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!) Okay, i am joking but i, hehe, of course don't minddddd...... But anyway, it really is a month of financial blessings. (:
My mobile phone is spoiling soon. I hope it makes me liable for a new one - HTC Hero.. Fine i shall stop writing on material things, hehe.
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Of course, i do need to tell myself not to expect too much because i am afraid that i will only disappoint myself in the end. Well.. I just don't want it to end like last year, i really don't - it was not a nice period. I shall prepare my heart, least anything happens. (:
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| birthday list please buy all thank you |
[14 Oct 2009|12:30am] |
My entire body is aching after climbing 54 storeys and carrying a ton of papers. But i'm glad because it gives me a reason to exercise, hahahahahah!! I'm going for more tomorrow!!! I shall conquer the land!
Anyway, the day is coming and to make it more easier for everyone, i shall blatantly tell you what i want. HAHA!! So here goes..
1.
Seagate external hard drive 1TB - available at Challenger
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Sandisk Micro SD Card 16GB - Available at Challenger
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Olympus Pen E-P1 - Available at these stores
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HTC Hero - Available at all Telecom stores
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Kings of Conveniece (Declaration of Dependence) - Available at Amazon
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High Cut shoes (grey) - Available at Gmarket
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Lovely notebooks (Please ask which) - Available at Gmarket
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Coin Pouch - Available from Gmarket
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Money (SGD) - Available from your pockets
No livejournal cut because i want everyone to see.. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!
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| olympus pen |
[11 Oct 2009|09:15pm] |
Was going home after visiting Rowena (she said i was a 42D, siao ah!!! Hahahah..) and saw the advertisements of Olympus Pen at the city hall station. Can i please have this for my birthday? :/
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| you let me in your dreams |
[07 Oct 2009|03:01pm] |
I'll buy you a diamond if you want me to
And past the world
Past the world we fly
And we went high yeah we flew high
And finally you let me in your dreams
So be very kind
Don't let the world fall on your shoulders
If so, oh hopefully
I would find
I would find you again
I'll cry with you honey if you need me to
i'll dry your tears, dry your tears for you
There is no crime, there is no crime
And you and I were meant to live our dreams
And oh, this is just what we need
And this is finally for real
I guess we never wanted anything else
I guess we we never wanted anything
And you were right to love me
I'll buy you a diamond if you want me to
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| yes, here i am! |
[29 Sep 2009|04:50pm] |
Have you ever wondered what Issac felt when Abraham picked up a knife to kill his son as a sacrifice?
In today's times, i bet people will say "His mind is warped man.. if he could actually kill his son".
I wondered what Abraham was feeling as he tied Issac on the altar.
Was Issac screaming and crying, "Dad, why are you doing this?"
Was Abraham apologising in tears as he got ready to sacrifice Issac?
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How far are we willing to go in faith? How much are we willing to sacrifice just because of a Word?
Hmm, just thoughts. I would like to hear these stories next time, personally spoken..
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| Tsk sigh |
[23 Sep 2009|07:53am] |
Am feeling dizzy. Funny how fast the temperature rises! No idea how it came to me. I realised that i have difficulty listening and deciphering words when sick. Yet my sense of touch seems to heighten! Which led me into thinking to a weird drama........ Of a person getting a mutilated fever which led him/her change or maybe have something supernatural or something. Hahaha, sorry the brain is hay-wired.
Results coming in an hours' time. I am feeling nervous. But i believe it'll be better than my past semesters.
Alright, time to rest. Once again.. and hehe, watch Gintama!
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| slow very slow you know |
[19 Sep 2009|10:55am] |
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Finally i saw my name. But knowing that it'll only come in a few days' time makes me impatient.
WHY SO SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...
This horrible itch!!!!!!!!!! Deep inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now i finally understand what these certain people feel.
Not a nice feeling. :(
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Watching true blood now; it's horrifying to me because i have a timid soul. But it's okay.. I much prefer Chuck or GG (season 3 out!!!)
Anyway, school results will be on out on the 23rd Sep at 9am. Well, we shall see eh.
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| 10 in the morning |
[15 Sep 2009|09:59am] |
Good day. It is 10 in the morning and i feel like watching The Return of the King-
Okay, let's start over again.
Good day. It is 10 in the morning and it's Yonglika's birthday today!!!
Well, Happy Birthday old woman! You have reached the BIG "2" dude. Okay, other words for you in the card.
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I woke up at 730am and Lucky's barking in his sleep now such a cute doggy i love you Lucky and yes i'm so bored but i feel like i should at least update because it's been weeks since i last did omg lucky just howled in his sleep lucky you are so cute don't you feel sometimes you just want to sit down and stare blankly and just disappear entirely (that's a rare gift) and if you didn't know that's a line from the lord of the rings the fellowship of the ring and yes i'm uninterested but yes life is good life is great but it could be better it always can be better i realised that there are things i cannot live without and there are people in my life i also can't live without and i'm glad to have gotten to this point but not just to this i want to understand more in depth in deeper understanding because you're not just an island to discover but an entire world or universe for me how you capture me i have no explanation it is just you
Done.
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| Hiro |
[26 Aug 2009|04:39pm] |
Hahahaha, i know i'm crazy but i can't help it! After seeing so many videos of Hiro Mizushima in Kamen Riders and speaking english, ohhhhhh i'm really in love with him, hahahahahah!!!!!! Don't mind me..
This is Hiro speaking in really strong american accented english! -melt-
Hiro speaking in english!! His english is really good.. HEHE.
Hahahaha! Omg, Hiro-sama!!!!!
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| my heart |
[26 Aug 2009|04:14pm] |
I got Paramore's Final Riot DVD and it's really awesome. The best song personally i feel is.. this. (Lilin, watch this!! You will like it!)
It's the best really..
I don't know but i feel like Josh Farro looks like Hiro! Hahahaha.. I love them both.
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| not yet there |
[21 Aug 2009|09:23am] |
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I am extremely exhausted.
This week saw a span of project submissions and interview and press conference.
Mon: DI submission
Tue: ICMT press conference
Wed: ICM interview
Thur: RP submission
Fri: WFM submission
And i'm up so early in the morning because i have not slept.. My body is aching really badly, my voice is sore, and i can feel lethargy seeping into my bones.
But i am glad. I am really happy. Not just because it's the end, but because i ran the race, and i ran all the way.
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I have so many things to say but time does not permit. Later shall see me in gardens and hostels. I just pray for strength. (:
I come with a heart of thankfulness to You
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| what |
[18 Aug 2009|05:06am] |
Escapism [i-skey-piz-uh m]
(noun) the avoidance of reality by absorption of the mind in entertainment or in an imaginative situation, activity, etc.
The ability to avoid is of course available at all times. But when till you realise you cannot hide from it any longer?
When i look into my heart, i no longer feel the confidence i once felt. I am now unsure.. and afraid.
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But knowing this does not point to the end.
I am not one to stay. I am one who fights, until the end.
You have not seen the last of me.
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| understanding |
[30 Jul 2009|10:07pm] |
Despite knowing that in order for you to get there, you need to do what is before you. Yet it doesn't mean you can force the desire the dream of it to float out of your understanding out your heart. But just the thought of it.. just the thought. It brings fresh air into the lungs, lighting the spark in the depths of hope.
I wish i could be where you are but i understand i have to be where i am to fully realise this.
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| awesome powsome |
[25 Jul 2009|11:28pm] |
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I know i've been updating so much which is pretty rare, but there's been too many good things happening that i really have to share!
First up, Kings are releasing their album on the 2nd of Oct (hint: birthday present) and there've been releases of some of their songs!!!
Kings_of_Convenience_-_Mrs_Cold_(radio_rip).mp3 -
Boat Behind - Kings of Convenience
And of course, not forgetting Eisley!! They're releasing their album this Fall and i've heard snippets of it - it sounds AWESOME!!!!!
OHMYGAWD I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THE RELEASES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME POWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!
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