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Merry Christmas!

2009-12-24T03:13:08Z

Well, even though it's still a day to Christmas, i thought, heck i'll just wish everyone first, since i'm leaving my laptop in the office.

prayer

2009-12-22T02:32:31Z

I was listening to Pst Kong's sermon podcast "Jabez: Prayer" and it hit me.

If you can't even pray to God for an hour now, what makes you think you can stand talking to Him in eternity?

Wow.

Katsura da

2009-12-05T15:12:06Z

I honestly have no idea why i still keep coming in to blog, even when i have nothing to talk about. Ahhh, but let's find something to write about.

For the past one week, i have been spending money like how often it has been raining. Which is bad, of course. I wish payday would come now but that is quite impossible; i've hardly worked long!

One of the reasons my money is dwindling is due to the birth of kanruihua many 16 years ago. But being the good sister that i am (ha ha ha), i brought her out for Fantastic Mr Fox, which was absolutely brilliant. Please watch it, if you have not done so. Then, brought her to watch Singapore Symphony Orchestra for their "Beethoven Festival: In good company" concert, which was great. Ahhh, i do miss those times when i would go for choir concerts! But anyway...

Work is .

Feeling the desire to take the camera out again. Was at city hall at 8am and my, it was beautiful. Seeing the morning rays shining on St. Andrew's Church. Makes me think of the White City of Gondor, ahhhhh i want to watch The Lord Of the Rings all over again!

Okay, i've done for my part for now. But before clicking, i shall (hehehehee) wish the lil sister first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAN RUI HUA!

Stop being a sadist. And stop saying Zura. Zura ja nai, Katsura da.

soul speaks

2009-11-20T17:48:37Z

Am listening to John Mayer's Battle Studies and yes i know i'm supposed to be asleep now, but there's something that churning in the inside of me.

A rush of events, a change of situations, a step into unfamiliar ground. It all seems unbelievable like living in a mist. I cannot believe i'm soon walking on a different path - it scares me. But i'm excited as well. I believe it will transform me to a better person.

How pictures just speak to the soul..

eye bags drooping to the ground help me support

2009-11-05T16:50:11Z

In points because i'm tired and i'm lazy but there seems to be a feeling inside bugging me to blog.

Yes i love Jang Geun Suk and i'm so crazy over him that i have thousands of pictures of him in my computer. The first two parts are true.
Follow me on Twitter
Okay i'm too tired.

dream state

2009-10-23T05:15:25Z

It was like a dream, living in a semi-conscious state. I can't seem to find the reality behind it.

It is extremely questionable.

big surprise for krh

2009-10-22T15:43:56Z

Kan Rui Hua, since you wanted me to blog, well.. SO BE IT! NOW CHECK THIS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're on CHC's photo gallery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kan Rui Hua, you're FAMOUS now. Hehehehehehe...

the M word

2009-10-21T14:28:06Z

Tell me, where is Gandalf for i much desire to speak with him.
He has fallen into shadow.

Goodness, i realise i really have nothing to blog about! I can write the Lord of the Rings script for all you want. Tsk. But to satisfy the younger sister who wants me to write at least something, here goes..

School is back but my spirit stays in the holidays. Ahhh how i long to sleep till 1pm... But the fact remains: School has started. It is time for me to get back to being disciplined. 2 weeks to break a habit, 2 weeks to form one. (If you didn't know, it was the line i lived by last semester.)

With more time couped up in school, it also means lesser time to spend on work. Ahhh, i really need to get more things done before Boss comes back!!!!!!!!!! Boss, don't kill me please.

I've been waiting since 11th Oct and it has been 10 days. Once again, WHY IS IT SO SLOW? HUHHHHHHHHHH?! I've become a stalker. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

This month is a month of financial blessings. I SHALL PROCLAIM IT NOW! I SHALL CLAIM ALL THE FINANCIAL BLESSINGS NOW!!!! (Does this pressure you, people who have to give me birthday presents? I hope it works.. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!) Okay, i am joking but i, hehe, of course don't minddddd...... But anyway, it really is a month of financial blessings. (:

My mobile phone is spoiling soon. I hope it makes me liable for a new one - HTC Hero.. Fine i shall stop writing on material things, hehe.

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Of course, i do need to tell myself not to expect too much because i am afraid that i will only disappoint myself in the end. Well.. I just don't want it to end like last year, i really don't - it was not a nice period. I shall prepare my heart, least anything happens. (:

birthday list please buy all thank you

2009-10-13T16:55:39Z

My entire body is aching after climbing 54 storeys and carrying a ton of papers. But i'm glad because it gives me a reason to exercise, hahahahahah!! I'm going for more tomorrow!!! I shall conquer the land!

Anyway, the day is coming and to make it more easier for everyone, i shall blatantly tell you what i want. HAHA!! So here goes..

1.

Seagate external hard drive 1TB - available at Challenger

2.

Sandisk Micro SD Card 16GB - Available at Challenger

3.


Olympus Pen E-P1 - Available at these stores

4.


HTC Hero - Available at all Telecom stores

5.



Kings of Conveniece (Declaration of Dependence) - Available at Amazon

6.

High Cut shoes (grey) - Available at Gmarket

7.

Lovely notebooks (Please ask which) - Available at Gmarket

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Coin Pouch - Available from Gmarket

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Money (SGD) - Available from your pockets

No livejournal cut because i want everyone to see.. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

olympus pen

2009-10-11T13:30:07Z

Was going home after visiting Rowena (she said i was a 42D, siao ah!!! Hahahah..) and saw the advertisements of Olympus Pen at the city hall station. Can i please have this for my birthday? :/

you let me in your dreams

2009-10-07T07:08:36Z

I'll buy you a diamond if you want me to
And past the world
Past the world we fly
And we went high yeah we flew high
And finally you let me in your dreams

So be very kind
Don't let the world fall on your shoulders
If so, oh hopefully
I would find
I would find you again

I'll cry with you honey if you need me to
i'll dry your tears, dry your tears for you
There is no crime, there is no crime
And you and I were meant to live our dreams

And oh, this is just what we need
And this is finally for real
I guess we never wanted anything else
I guess we we never wanted anything
And you were right to love me

I'll buy you a diamond if you want me to

yes, here i am!

2009-09-29T09:05:54Z

Have you ever wondered what Issac felt when Abraham picked up a knife to kill his son as a sacrifice?

In today's times, i bet people will say "His mind is warped man.. if he could actually kill his son".

I wondered what Abraham was feeling as he tied Issac on the altar.

Was Issac screaming and crying, "Dad, why are you doing this?"

Was Abraham apologising in tears as he got ready to sacrifice Issac?

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How far are we willing to go in faith? How much are we willing to sacrifice just because of a Word?

Hmm, just thoughts. I would like to hear these stories next time, personally spoken..

Tsk sigh

2009-09-23T00:04:02Z

Am feeling dizzy. Funny how fast the temperature rises! No idea how it came to me. I realised that i have difficulty listening and deciphering words when sick. Yet my sense of touch seems to heighten! Which led me into thinking to a weird drama........ Of a person getting a mutilated fever which led him/her change or maybe have something supernatural or something. Hahaha, sorry the brain is hay-wired.

Results coming in an hours' time. I am feeling nervous. But i believe it'll be better than my past semesters.

Alright, time to rest. Once again.. and hehe, watch Gintama!

awesome stuff

2009-09-21T16:22:47Z

New videos up! Yum..

slow very slow you know

2009-09-19T03:03:30Z

Finally i saw my name. But knowing that it'll only come in a few days' time makes me impatient.

WHY SO SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...

This horrible itch!!!!!!!!!! Deep inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now i finally understand what these certain people feel.

Not a nice feeling. :(

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Watching true blood now; it's horrifying to me because i have a timid soul. But it's okay.. I much prefer Chuck or GG (season 3 out!!!)

Anyway, school results will be on out on the 23rd Sep at 9am. Well, we shall see eh.

10 in the morning

2009-09-15T02:14:00Z

Good day. It is 10 in the morning and i feel like watching The Return of the King-

Okay, let's start over again.

Good day. It is 10 in the morning and it's Yonglika's birthday today!!!

Well, Happy Birthday old woman! You have reached the BIG "2" dude. Okay, other words for you in the card.

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I woke up at 730am and Lucky's barking in his sleep now such a cute doggy i love you Lucky and yes i'm so bored but i feel like i should at least update because it's been weeks since i last did omg lucky just howled in his sleep lucky you are so cute don't you feel sometimes you just want to sit down and stare blankly and just disappear entirely (that's a rare gift) and if you didn't know that's a line from the lord of the rings the fellowship of the ring and yes i'm uninterested but yes life is good life is great but it could be better it always can be better i realised that there are things i cannot live without and there are people in my life i also can't live without and i'm glad to have gotten to this point but not just to this i want to understand more in depth in deeper understanding because you're not just an island to discover but an entire world or universe for me how you capture me i have no explanation it is just you

Done.

Hiro

2009-08-26T08:47:06Z

Hahahaha, i know i'm crazy but i can't help it! After seeing so many videos of Hiro Mizushima in Kamen Riders and speaking english, ohhhhhh i'm really in love with him, hahahahahah!!!!!! Don't mind me..

This is Hiro speaking in really strong american accented english! -melt-

Hiro speaking in english!! His english is really good.. HEHE.

Hahahaha! Omg, Hiro-sama!!!!!

my heart

2009-08-26T08:19:05Z

I got Paramore's Final Riot DVD and it's really awesome. The best song personally i feel is.. this. (Lilin, watch this!! You will like it!)

It's the best really..

I don't know but i feel like Josh Farro looks like Hiro! Hahahaha.. I love them both.

not yet there

2009-08-21T01:38:35Z

I am extremely exhausted.

This week saw a span of project submissions and interview and press conference.

Mon: DI submission
Tue: ICMT press conference
Wed: ICM interview
Thur: RP submission
Fri: WFM submission

And i'm up so early in the morning because i have not slept.. My body is aching really badly, my voice is sore, and i can feel lethargy seeping into my bones.

But i am glad. I am really happy. Not just because it's the end, but because i ran the race, and i ran all the way.

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I have so many things to say but time does not permit. Later shall see me in gardens and hostels. I just pray for strength. (:

I come with a heart of thankfulness to You

what

2009-08-17T21:19:52Z

Escapism [i-skey-piz-uh m]

(noun) the avoidance of reality by absorption of the mind in entertainment or in an imaginative situation, activity, etc.

The ability to avoid is of course available at all times. But when till you realise you cannot hide from it any longer?

When i look into my heart, i no longer feel the confidence i once felt. I am now unsure.. and afraid.

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But knowing this does not point to the end.

I am not one to stay. I am one who fights, until the end.

You have not seen the last of me.

adventure of..

2009-08-03T14:41:32Z

And so after one long week of waiting...

After one long week of curbing this desire, i finally set off, to an adventure.. of finding and eating CREAM PUFFS. Hahahah!

It all started when i (re)watched Zetta Kareshi (with Hiro inside!)..

That's Hiro there! With cream puffssss....

And so, just a few days ago, i went to Taka to get those lovely cream puffs but to my horror... they were sold out. ):

In lecture today, i just couldn't stop thinking of sinking my teeth into a cream puff that i drew this.. :/

(Not illustrating myself, though - would never wear skirts...)

So today i traveled all the way from home to Bugis to Beard Papa, or whatever the shop's name is..

The thing is.. I FINALLY FULFILLED MY DESTINY TODAY!!! (Hahahaha, lol, destiny..)

YUMMYYYYYY!!!

Although it might not look as appealing as Riiko's cream puffs, it tasted awesome nonetheless. Now i wanna learn how to bake cream puffs.. Hmmmm.

Well, heheheh, sorry for such a random post. But seriously, it's awesome. I finally am satisfied. Ahhhh...

understanding

2009-07-30T14:13:00Z

Despite knowing that in order for you to get there, you need to do what is before you. Yet it doesn't mean you can force the desire the dream of it to float out of your understanding out your heart. But just the thought of it.. just the thought. It brings fresh air into the lungs, lighting the spark in the depths of hope.

I wish i could be where you are but i understand i have to be where i am to fully realise this.

awesome powsome

2009-07-25T15:36:44Z

I know i've been updating so much which is pretty rare, but there's been too many good things happening that i really have to share!

First up, Kings are releasing their album on the 2nd of Oct (hint: birthday present) and there've been releases of some of their songs!!!

Kings_of_Convenience_-_Mrs_Cold_(radio_rip).mp3 -

Boat Behind - Kings of Convenience

And of course, not forgetting Eisley!! They're releasing their album this Fall and i've heard snippets of it - it sounds AWESOME!!!!!

OHMYGAWD I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THE RELEASES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME POWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

videossss

2009-07-24T02:13:32Z

AWEOME VIDEOS I HAVE TO SHARE!!!

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The PEN Story from oscardodo on Vimeo.

SOUR / 日々の音色 (Hibi no Neiro) MV from Magico Nakamura on Vimeo.

And of course, Coldplay's AWESOME AWESOME video of "Strawberry Swing"!!!

LOVE IT MAN...

entirely

2009-07-23T08:24:10Z

For now it is over, for now it is done. But i'm not finished with you. You and i have something beyond what we have now, beyond this stage where we're at. You take me on an endless ride and i am exhilarated. No time to stop, no time to breathe. Because for you, i'll wipe my tears without a single thought, without a single regret. Let's not leave it behind; we can do better than this. You and i, yes just the both of us, just the both of us. We are together, we are entwined, we are as one.